Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I am lucky to have a family that cares about other people's thoughts and helps one another. VERY I know its such a heart-pain to hear about that and just give it away in an instant flick, but i swear i didn't had any intentions of making it happen. I starved myself after knowing her reaction, i punched my stomach even-though i was hungry. After that, i ate some sweets and felt okay. Felt like i was dying to face this all by myself, but i couldn't imagine how i could face all these alone if it wasn't you being there for me. I promise it wont happen again, and also i will pay you back. No i insist. If its a sacrifice, I'm willing.A retribution to my wrong doings, I feel repented .
I couldn't make my loved ones' smile being erased away like that.
Its time for me to give them something in return, please .. I wanna give them something before its too late. <333 Since then, i prayed for their safety/happiness/thoughts/wants daily.